What i learned since moving to LA:
I used to want things so badly! Especially attaining my dream in music! I put it all before God. But he kept knocking at my door and kept reminding me that this isn’t the way. Being as stubborn as I was I never listened to the spirit. It warned me and gave me red flags but I looked past them because I was eager and excited to reach victory in my dream. I was doing it in my will not his. Eventually things turned sour. I was lost, empty, unsatisfied, and broken. I didn’t like the person i was becoming at all. I was too eager to attain success. So I prayed diligently to get my mind right and to have peace. I really thank God for knocking some sense in me! I thank him for his grace and for leading my soul to victory. I may not be perfect, but to him I am worth it. I may go through difficulties but through him I will attain victory!
For what does it profit a man to gain the whole world if he loses his soul?
I don’t need to lose my integrity or self respect in order to attain my dreams. That’s definitely not in gods will! If it doesn’t feel right don’t justify it! Chances are the spirit is directing you towards something else. The only thing I will ever be thirsty for is the word and love of god. God is good!